I have
thought about this too long and too hard, but the time has finally come. Things
have to happen, changes need to be made. For all that I preach and believe,
I of all people have found myself stagnant and predictable. No more. Laziness
and arrogance must be replaced by energy and competence; now is the time and
place for this to occur. Now when my enemies least expect it.
I am
Sebastian Duvalier. I am considered little more than an orphan among the institutions
of mages, all of us hidden underneath the ramparts of society: mages split
into factions, the major players of whom are the Technocracy and the Traditions.
The Technocratic Union represents magick through technology, a theory underpinning
mistaken theories and hypocrisy. The Traditions, while on the right track,
are little better as far as the road to Ascension (a.k.a. perfection, the
ultimate state of attainment) goes. The Traditionalists are an arrogant, infighting,
stubborn, lethargic, stagnant group, refusing to update themselves to todays
ways and mores. Given, these are stereotypical views, but all too often true.
There are also the Nephandi, pure evil corrupters, and the Marauders, insane
chaos mages. Most orphans are usually aligned with the Traditions. I cant
say I blame them. No one intentionally is insane and most shy away from pure
evil; being part of the system doesnt apply to most loners
and rogues either. That leaves you with the Traditions. Of course, they also
happen to be the only one of the quatrains that wont fry your ass for
flying solo.
Thats where I come in. I dont consider myself an orphan any more, no matter what the upper echelons of the Traditions think. Although, I suspect that now theyre a little wiser than to just ignore me, no matter what category I fall into. There are several of what we call crafts, which are smaller, unofficial Traditions, that hang with the big boys. The largest one of these is called the Hollow Ones: a bitter, cynical group, full of goth and vinegar. I lead the loudest one of these: the Faulknarians. Whats that all about? I took the name from the author, William Faulkner. The man was a genius (he even won the Pulitzer prize for literature). He was innovative, breaking (or rather demolishing) all the old molds of literary schools, and still succeeded. He influenced countless other authors in generations to come and he always had faith and respect in and for himself. In a sense too, hidden in the layers of his work was a message, a code of ethos that he believed in and purported to others. Take that same description and apply it to my craft; thats how Id like to think of us anyway. Regardless, its time for us to stop pissing on ourselves and zip up our fly, so to speak. We have to start paying attention. It is time to start the chess game. Of course, the first thing to do is to put the pieces on the board.
* * *
As I
looked out of the passenger window from my crowded coach-class seat, I saw
something I never had the pleasure of seeing before: Los Angeles, The City
of Angels. Clear of smog, I could see the tall buildings reaching skyward,
stretching towards the heavens. Who I had come to see wasnt part of
all that downtown chaos, but off to the northwest a little—still part
of Los Angeles proper, though. Santa Monica is where I was heading. The buildings
started to get bigger and bigger; I only had a short time before I would disembark,
head for the rental counter, and then towards their beachfront compound. Well,
Id stop at the real estate offices first. Then I would take care of
the rest of my business.
I quietly
snuckinto the compound, approaching the nearest to the bluff first. That should
be the right door. She'd be surprised, but then again, I was not supposed
to be able to find them. They found you.
The
door opened and a beautiful blonde stood there; her eyes wide as she immediately
flashed a smile. Sebastian! She threw a big hug around me and
kissed my cheek. I couldnt help but return the smile and her hold. After
a moment, she pulled away from me, and tugged me in through the door, holding
onto my hand. Sebastian, what a surprise. What are you doing here?
Ahm
actually here on a bit a business.
Her
energy turned into a pouty expression. Aw. And I thought you might have
flown all the way out here to see me.
However,"
I said, shaking my finger at her, "you are da first I seen.
Oh
really? Ready to take me up on my offer yet? she said, crawling closer
to me, running her hands down my shoulders and arms.
"Ah
was more curious if you was willing to take me up on mah offer, I said,
returning her lustful gaze with an inquisitive one. Yet, even as her hands
continued to rove, I could feel her empathic massages: tricks I had already
seen, although this time she was too clumsy to prelude it all with conversation.
She assumed that I was closer to giving in than I was, probably thinking of
the last time where she almost did seduce me. Although, I have to admit, it
is hard saying no to a girl who is all over you in the first place, then throw
in the fact that shes more beautiful than any girl youve ever
seen, and then throw in the fact that she has Mind magick to fuck with you.
It was almost impossible.
Come
on, Sebastian," she said. "You know you want it. She pulled
me deeper into her apartment now.
Perhaps.
But Ah cant say right nows da time for all dis.
Maybe
we could meet in the middle. She smiled, somehow pulling me towards
a room behind her, and still managing to move her face closer to mine. You
give your body to me and Ill give my mind to you. You fuck me, and Ill
become a Faulknarian.
Every
sense inside of me screamed at me to take her offer: her irresistible smile,
her tugging at my subconscious, her goading, her promises, her touches. Inevitably,
my own head moved forward, leaning in to kiss her. Yet, at the last moment
I opened my eyes and hesitated. Her own eyes were closed, lips pursed; it
was a sight almost impossible to resist. Fuck. Lotus,
I murmured, only inches away.
Lees eyes slowly opened and she stared me down across the depth of immeasurable closeness: I heard she was dead.
Instinctively, I pulled away, but she held me tight. Dead, but not gone,"
I said.
How
much longer can you possibly use her as an excuse? Besides, even if she werent
dead, I wouldnt tell and shed never know. And dont say you
would, she cut me off. Because you wouldnt and youd
love it.
Her
pull was insatiable, the attraction undeniable. My lips met hers. We both
would get what we wanted. What was wrong with that? In fact, I think the two
of us would be satisfied on both accounts. The kiss was long and electric.
Wed shared one kiss before, months ago, but I had pulled away and ran.
That was before Lotus was dead. She was dead, wasnt she? Regardless,
staying with one woman wasnt my style; I dont know why I had settled
with her. Was I afraid of losing a friend and student? Was that the wrong
reason? Wasnt change what this mission was all about?
Before
I know it, we were in her bedroom and she had taken my jacket off. She was
unbuttoning my shirt when I stopped her. As I grasped her wrists, she looked
up at me in surprise, then tilted her head, as if to say not again. I could
only slowly nod.
What
now, Sebastian?
Not
like dis.
What
are you talking about?
If
Ah m gonna have sex wit you, its gotta be on an equal plane, where
we both want it an both exact an equal power-relation on de other. Not
like dis. Not as a bargainin chip.
Lee
flopped onto the bed. I dont know whether to respect you or shoot
you.
I sat
next to her and shrugged.
Cant
we do it now, now that youve said that? she asked.
I shook
my head.
Youre
really leaving me hanging.
Like
Ah m not?" I said. "Dis may hurt later.
I
dont want to feel like that, Lee said looking up.
Neither
do Ah.
She
shrugged at me.
You
should call de other," I said.. "Dats why Ah stopped to see
you first. So you could summon them telepathically.
How
romantic.
Sorry,
I said.
Lee
propped herself on her elbows. We could always masturbate in front of
each other. Would that represent an equal power relation?
You
should call dem in a few minutes, I suggested.
Handshakes
and hellos aside, the entire A-Team was assembled in one of the guest houses
soon thereafter. Lee Rossdale and I were already there, of course. Joining
us was Nathaniel Dane, master of disguise, infiltration, and team leader;
he was a Verbena. It was also good to see the old Ecstatic again, Damon Nevard:
a Spirit specialist, who was a man after my own heart. Cortland OConnell,
the Crusades-like Celestial Chorus member, and Carr Stanton, computer hacker
and spy, a Virtual Adept protégé, had just arrived. The five-member
cabal was known as the A-Team, due to who they were and how you found them.
They were rogues from Tradition society, notorious mercenaries. Yet half of
their business came from the Traditions. They could be found on one of the
many A-Team webpages and they first approached you looking like members of
the A-Team, thanks to Nates Life magick. Id met up with them a
while ago. Wed run a few missions before they felt their wanderlust
kicked in. Previous to our meeting, their old leader had died and Nate was
still uncomfortable with the role. I taught him a few tricks of the trade
and he had felt a little more confident. More importantly, everyone else was
more confident in him. I guess I didnt mention that on top of trying
to be a leader, Ive found myself with a variety of students to teach.
They keep learning, so I guess Im not half bad.
So
whats up? Nate asked. Out of the corner of my eye, I kept catching
Carr winking at Lee and then looking at me. She just shot him dirty looks.
Damon and Cortland pretend not to notice, too.
Ah
jus doin some travelin, reestablishin my bases of
information, seein allies, makin sure deyre all set, and
at da same time settin up safehouses in diffrent parts a da country.
Luckily, they were used to my thick Cajun accept, because I hated explaining
myself twice.
Wow,
Carr said. Cool.
Im
also resettin my own base of operations ta be more low-key. I played
too high a profile of a game ta be true ta who I am.
But,
why come here? Damon asked.
I
think I know, Carr cracked.
Carr!
Nate snapped.
Its
okay, I said. Ah did come here in large part ta see Lee.
I
knew it, Carr said
Not
ta fuck her, Carr. To figure out whether or not she was willin to join
mah craft, da Faulknarians.
Cortland
and Nathan looked surprised.
Really,
Damon answered stoicly.
Did
you? Carr asked.
Yes.
After she spoke, they all looked at her for a moment before shaking their
heads in acceptance. It only made sense, she answered. Maybe
now Ill have some say in things. In bigger things, I mean.
Uh-huh,"
I said, nodding. "Ah also needed ta tell you all dat Ahcut a deal a sorts
wit da Council a Nine.
Damon
alone looked to Lee. The rest looked surprised. I could only laugh.
Ah,
dont tink dat we trust each other. Dey jus had a certain problem
dey needed cleaned up, and les jus say dat I was chosen ta do
it.
Are
you sure you want to do this? Nate asked me.
No.
But Ah got one hell of a lot outta dis deal, so whos complainin?
Isnt
that like selling out? Car asked.
Maybe.
But tink. Now I got da access and da resources to make da Faulknarians have
a real impact on Tradition society.
Good
luck, Cortland said. You know were behind you.
An'
Ah m behind you, I said. Ah jus rented a condo near
dis place. An if you ever need me, jus contact me at this web
address. I gave a small card to Nathan. Damon looked over his shoulder
at it.
www-dot-dee-ef-dot-com-slash-Athens-slash-Troy-slash-9633-slash-en-ee-double-u-oh-are-el-dash-el-eye-ti-underscore-pee-ee-en-dee-are-dot-ach-ti-em-el?
Yeah.
Its low-key and hard to find. If you click on da web address, it will
say under construction. If you enter, it will offer a short message about
its non-completion, an den it will have an e-mail address with a bogus
name (an account dat is real, but will never be answered, that is). Go back
to the original page and at the very bottom center is a tiny icon. If you
click on it, it will loop the same message. If you click on it again, it will
loop again. If you click on it a third time, it will transfer you to www-dot-dee-ef-dot-com-slash-Athens-slash-Troy-slash-9633-slash-faulknarian-dot-index-dot-html.
Youll need a password to go any farther.
Whats
the password? Carr asked.
Seraphim,"
I said. :Named after the host of angels.
Right.
Clever, Carr mused.
Ah
try.
This
will be the only way to contact you? Cortland asked.
Yes.
And
you know how to contact us, Nate said.
Yes.
At www-dot-geocities-dot-com-slash-CityofAngels-slash-underground-slash-12345-slash-index-dot-html?
Nate
nodded.
When
did you get a place here? Damon asked.
Just
dis mornin. Like Ah said, Ahm settin up bases a operations
ta be more mobile. Being near friends is even better.
Glad
to hear from you again, Cortland said. So what have you been up to?
Unconsciously
I glanced at Lee quickly. Well, quite a bit. Got some time?
Sure,
Cortland said.
Good. Where ta start? Well, you heard a King Arthur, right?
* * *
Moving
through the rain of the dirty Milwaukie streets, I walked away from the rental
car and towards a medium-sized house. It looked run-down and plain from the
outside, but that was the idea. It was an anti-theft device in this mid-sized
suburban town; if it didnt look interesting, who would give it another
thought? It was the inside that counted, though. Thats where you lived.
I rang
the doorbell and waited. It wasnt long before a familiar face opened
the door.
Sebastian?
What are you doing here?
Good
ta see you too.
No,
come in. I mean what brings you here?
Jus
wrappin up loose ends, finalizin changes, I said.
What
kind of changes? Dylan showed me into his house. Im sorry.
Do you want a drink?
Have
any bourbon?
Dylan
nodded. "Maker's Mark okay:?"
Id
love some.
Okay.
Dylan
ran off into the other room to get the drinks and I sat down on his couch.
Dylan was once a mage I had lived and fought with, conquering anyone who opposed
us, saving the world, and all that kind of stuff. Dylan had since retired
to keep his kid out of the line of fire. Nothing was more important to him
than little Iris and I certainly couldnt change that. As far as I knew
he was hanging out with his ex-wives Celestial Chorus mates.
Dylan
brought back two glasses on the rocks, handing one to me.
So
what brings you here, Sebastian?
Jus
makin sure youre set and have everything you need.
You
came here all the way for that?
Not
just.
Everythings
fine. The house you set me up with is perfect and its well loaded. The
account is great too. Thanks.
Its
da least Ahcould do," I said. "Its not like Ah earned da money.
Jus dumb luck an a little magick.
More
like one created the other, isnt it? Dylan said smiling,
Exactly.
So hows Iris?
Good.
Good,"
I said. "I know she means a lot to you.
Dylan
shook his head.
So
how are da Choisters?
Theyre
good. Theyre good for me.
So
maybe you should become one of dem.
No."
Dylan shook his head as he swallowed a sip of bourbon. "It just doesnt
fit. Theyve helped me out, but the philosophys all wrong. You
and I havent always seen eye-to-eye on things, but even you have better
ideas. I mean, I dont agree with all of them, but certainly more with
yours than any other Tradition or craft.
Well,
dats close ta da other ting. Ahm goin underground a bit.
What
do you mean? Dylan asked.
Ah
forgot who Ah was. Ahm goin home.
To
New Orleans?
I didn't
say anything for a moment, staring down into my drink. Metaphorically,
I said finally, softly.
Oh.
Heres
my web address, I said, telling him how to get to it right. Don
ever write da access path or code down, jus remember.
Okay.
Heres
my mobile phone number.
You
changed it?
Yeah.
Registered under a bogus name too. Erased the old files.
What
about the home number? Dylan asked.
Movin.
Out
of the mansion?
Yup.
Is not me. Besides too many people know bout it, I said,
pausing briefly before drinking.
Damn.
Life
changes, Mr. Brindamour. Ah gotta member to keep changin too,
or Ahll be ground to dust.
Bravo.
We stared
at each other across the room and he smiled at me as we sipped.
Its
about time you woke up out of your hubris-dream, he said.
I laughed. Uh-huh.
* * *
You
want to hand everything overto me? Fernando ask,ed.
Sort
of. I looked across the desk at my office in the Duvalier Foundation
Building, in downtown Detroit. Ah want da Duvalier Foundation to change
its name to da Detroit Foundation.
Rather
bland name.
If
you can tink of a better one, do it. But Ah want it ta look like Ah sold it.
Second of all. Ah want it to look like someone bought out all of my businesses.
I
dont get it," Fernando said. "Your businesses are very successful.
Your business strategies have been solid. Why get out?
I leaned
over and eyed Fernando. You dont quite get it. Ahm not entirely
gettin out. Ahm just gettin' outta active duty. That, my friend,
Ah m turning over ta you.
Whos
buying then?
A
bogus buyer.
For
what reason? Fernando asked.
To
cover my involvement.
Why?
Fernando.
You may not be a mage, but you understand what da Harbingers an I have
been doin.
Yes.
There
are other businessmen or straight-out economic-terrorists who might want to
get me dat way. Ah don wanna give dem such a convenient target.
Youre
disappearing, Fernando said.
Exactly.
Da
Foundation is yours; da comic book stores, da restaurant, da club, da music
store, an the law firm. All yours. All you have ta do is give me a quarter
of da cut.
Youre
giving me three-fourths of what should be yours?
Uh-huh.
Sebastian.
I dont know how to thank you.
I
should be tanking you.
But
what about these techno-mages you keep mentioning?
Worried?
I asked.
Shouldnt
I be? he said.
Uh-huh.
Theres
a way around that isnt there?
Uh-huh.
Are
you suggesting I become one of you?
Uh-huh.
A
brand new world.
A
brave new world, I said.
Ill
have to think about it, Fernando said.
Leander
scolwed at me, arms folded, standing in front of the couch in the living room.
Behind him, Siren sat on the couch, leaning forward. Devon was in the chair
next to her, head in his hands. George and Kahn were standing behind the couch,
leaning on it. I sat calmly across from all of them.
Youre
giving us the house? Leander said.
An
Ah set up an account dats millions strong. It should enable you ta live
comfortably for quite some time. An if yall wanna streetfight
for more money, dats your choice. Ah don care. Personally, Ahd
jus look ta Fernando to invest it for me. But you all have ta choose
your own ways.
But
you have so much to teach us still, Siren said.
Ah
know dat. But George is a damn fine teacher. An Ahve come to a
point where Ah have to disappear for a bit. My continued presence here only
endangers you. What Ah have to deal wit, youre not ready for.
What
about me? Devon asked, lifting his head. I still look like a freak.
Cant you help me? I just want to be normal.
I looked
at Devon and shook my head. Ah dont know, Devon. Ahdont
know. Ahm trying to find answers, but nothing so far. You jus
have to keep workin your own magick and confidence, and maybe someday
youll find your own answers.
What
about Lotus? Leanders question caught the whole room and silenced
it. They all looked at me expectantly.
I
have even less of a clue, I said honestly.
What
about you kid? Siren asked.
Ah
dont know," I said. All Ah know is dat she seems ta be dead, but
isnt decaying. The kid, hes gone. Ahm tryin ta find
answers ta both, but is not as if Ah can jus make tings happen
da way Ah want all da time. Ah try, an Ah think Ah can do everyting
sometimes, but Ahm jus one man in a big world. Ahm doin
all Ah can.
You
have a lot to worry about too, Devon said.
Yeah,
Dev, I do, I replied.
Are
your actions helping you find peace? George asked.
Yes,
I said. They are.
Is
it true you gave all your businesses to Fernando? Leander asked.
For
da most part. But Ah still have VIP privileges at the restaurant and da club.
Besides, Ah have da keys to the comic book store at da mall, ta get to da
node. No more suits for me, dough. Back ta da leather jacket.
Where
are Chip and Martin going? Siren asked.
I
dont know about Martin, but Chip an Ah are getting houses next
to each other under fake names. Small ones. Discreet ones. Fake bills ta fake
men, anonymity through lies.
How
will we get in touch with you? Leander asked.
Either email or cell phone. Ahll explain.
* * *
For
some reason, the city has always reminded me of Batmans Gotham City.
Maybe it was that one building with the work up top that looked like a pair
of wings. Rochester was the first city in the north that Id ever spen
tmuch time in. So much happened there in such a short time. So much there
changed me forever. Rochester was where I committed to Lotus, where I met
my first cabal of mages, where Katrina died. That was where it all began and
ended and now is something all together different, yet somehow soaring back
to what once was:pointedly cyclical rather than merely repetitive.
It was
not easy to find him, but I do. I take him out to the bar around the corner
and take a seat with the old werewolf, the first friend (other than the Harbingers)
I had made since leaving New Orleans. I raised my glass and toasted the good
Garou who like me had seen and done too much.
To
you Jesse, I said.
And
to better futures, he replied.
We drank.
How
is the master of his own craft? he asked.
Whoa.
I don member orderin sarcasm wit dis beer.
Ha.
Same old?
No
chance. Ah been doin a lot a tinkin. Aint notin da
same. Can pretend it is. Ah been severin all public ties ta money
an' business. Ah be movin as well as settin up bases all 'cross
da country. Meetin ole friends an' all dat.
Hunh,"
Jesse grunted. "Including little ole Rochester, eh?
Yeah.
Got a place earlier. Quiet suburb called Webster?
I
grew up there, Jesse said.
Really?
I said.
Yup.
Hmmm.
We looked at our drinks for a moment. Got any good stories?
Few
new kids in town.
Tell me about dem.
* * *
Its
been too long since Ive been in the south, even if it is only Tampa.
God knows what drove Rayne here all the way from Detroit. Never really got
the full story on that. One day the girl is thinking of becoming a Faulknarian,
the next shes gone. Martin figured out where she went with some big
hoopajou that he came up with though, so one plane ticket and a few hours
later, here I am, continuing my trek.
Jesse
said he knew a girl that moved to Tampa. I dont know. Its been
a hell of a long time since I even gave a thought to this city. Ten hours
west then south. So close. Any way. Im out of practice, and I think
I owe her one, so I decide to try my hand at not knocking.
I look
around casually as I approach the door, pull the lockpicks from my jacket
pocket, and set them tingling with a little Entropy magick: pushing probability
in my favor. Within seconds, the door clicks open. I step forward silently
and close the door behind me. I can hear music above, on the second floor,
but I give a glance to the first floor quickly, to make sure its not
a false lure. Satisfied, I creep up the steps, cringing as a few creak, but
no one comes rushing out with a pistol, so I keep going. As I move forward,
I start to hear a faint singing accompanying the music. Not very in tune.
I move
into what appears to be Raynes bedroom. From an open door, I hear both
the music and the singing. I also hear running water. Too perfect. I peek
into the bathroom. Around the corner is a glass shower, one of the ones with
the glass you cant see through. But I can see a body in there—and
hear the horrible voice to match. I have to stop myself from laughing; that
would ruin the surprise. I lean over and steal the towel right next to the
shower door and draw back to my spot around the corner. I do have to give
it to her though. Shes got a great form. Hell Id probably—the
water stops. I smile. She runs the water off her body by running her hands
over herself, pulling it out of her hair, wiping down her body. Not bad. Then
her hand shoots out, looking for the towel. The music continues, unaccompanied,
and I can hear her curse. She steps out of the shower looking for the towel
and thats when I turn the corner and toss it to her.
Lookin
for dis?
Her
jaw drops and so does the towel. She just stares in shock at me. I notice
the first thing she does is look for my hands (which are folded over my chest).
Does she think Ive come to exact revenge for leaving? Her body looks
even better out of that blurry glass. Not bad at all.
Finally
she snaps out of it and picks up the towel, holding it over her front. Sebastian?
I, uh, I mean, I didnt expect you to be here.
Ah
bet. Ah figured it was only fair Ah return your own housewarmin hospitality.
She
doesnt remember at first and only looks down at my hands again, before
it clicks. Right. Sebastian, I can explain. I, u
Stop,"
I said. "Its okay. Ahm just here ta talk.
Okay,
Rayne said.
Ah
jus wanna know how youre doing an what youre up to."
I shurgged. "I also came down here to buy a small house.
What?
Ah'll
explain later. Why don you get dressed? I take a last peek before
leaving her alone and heading downstairs.
After
telling her my story, Rayne feels at ease enough to tell me her story. It
makes me wonder if I really do come off so abrasive, violent, and intimidating?
Maybe those are flaws I should work on. I never meant to be that way.
Im
sorry, Sebastian, she said, hanging her head. I got scared. After
those assassins from the House of Helekar showed up, I realized I was in way
over my head. You and Chip are one thing. You two are an amazing duo with
your time-travel and, well, with his sword.
You
don have to tell me dat Ahm second-fiddle in combat ta Chip. Ah
know.
Yeah.
Well, even Martin with his robot, and Dylan seem to have their shit together.
Those assassins almost got me, Sebastian. Im not ready to die. Im
not experienced enough to be facing the things you guys are facing. Im
sorry. I got scared.
Its
all right, Rayne. We each have our own path ta follow. Ahve come ta
realize dat Ah cant force anyone ta follow mah path.
Thats
just it, though. I think your ideas are great. Dont forget, Im
the one that came to you. Your fight against the Council, your innovative
ideas, I like them. I like them more than what Ive heard from any other
Tradition.
Well,
regardin da Council . . .
I
know, you told me. Maybe it is selling out a little bit, but its to
a greater goal, right? Let me tell you, maybe I wasnt ready for what
was in Detroit, but down here Ive been trying to acclimate myself to
the mage community, and Ive told each and everyone Ive met that
Im a Faulknarian. No one knows what that is, so I tell them its
the craft led by Duvalier and Zelinsky. They all seem to know you, youre
fucking notorious—they say some pretty fucked up shit about you too—but
when I tell them that Chip is the reincarnation of King Arthur, they seem
to take even more interest. I may have been scared, but Im not ashamed,
Sebastian.
Youve
probably done more down here wit your mouth den you could have done up north
wit a hundred guns, Rayne. Ahm proud. Tink of it dis way, maybe dis
is your destiny, rather den being involved in fights. You came here because
it was your time ta make dese tings happen.
Rayne
smiled at me and shook her head softly. Thanks.
I
only have one question," I said. "Why Tampa?
Rayne
looked up at me sheepishly. Well, Ive always been a fan of death
metal. Its a fairly international music, must of the good stuff comes
from Sweden and Germany, but Tampa Bay is the capital of American death metal.
I thought itd be cool to come here.
Oh.
After talking for a while more, I stood up and said that I had to leave. A flight to catch, one more person to see. One more safehouse to set up. Or rather to check on. I stood and gave Rayne a hug and a kiss on the cheek. She had done good.
* * *
I rolled
into the nice downtown restaurant across from the marble state building with
its big columns and looked around. The host looked at me as if I didnt
belong, and I guess with my black leather jacket, an old one at that, one
I hadnt seen in quite a bit, used and worn, a black t-shirt underneath,
and baggy blue jeans, I didnt fit in with the upscale crowd. The shaved
head, earrings, long sideburns, hair on the chin, and consortium of rings
probably didnt help either.
He gave
me a look and I just walked right past him, saying I had to meet someone.
I knew he was watching me as I moved past him, to see if I really was. But
he had nothing to worry about, because in fact I was. The patrons themselves
gave me a disdainful look, but what did I care? What did I ever care about
Southern gentility and manners? This is who I was, despite who I thought I
had been. I had been seduced by the money and the power and thesimplicity
which it brings. I hadnt been real to who I was or what I was supposed
to be doing.
Alone
at a back table, I found a deathly pale woman. She was dressed in a white
business suit and had long, black hair. I flashed her a smile and sat down
opposite her. I hope you don mind?
Not
at all, she said.
I
was hopin I could still catch you here, I said as I sat down.
So
close, yet so far, eh, Sebastian?
I
risk my life coming this close, I said.
You
dont wish to go home? she asked.
Some
day. But not now. It was a risk enough to have an old friend check up on da
buildin and sneak dis jacket out.
How
is it? she asked.
Besides
the trashing it took after I jetted, not bad. But da Brujah of New Orleans
are probably lookin to get permission from da Prince a Baton Rouge ta
continue deir bloodhunt here, even as we speak.
Yet
Juliette does nothing, she said, speaking of the former Primogens
immortal consort and current Brujah Primogen of New Orleans.
What
can she do? I asked.
Rebecca
shrugs. She examines me. I can feel it. You look the same and act the
same as the impetuous youth you were the day I met you, but you are not he,
are you?
No.
A
period of gestation, perhaps? she said.
Talkin
ta you sure is fun, I said.
What
do you mean?
You
seem ta know more about me den I do, I said.
Perhaps
I am just more observant. And patient.
So
are you pleased? I asked.
She
cocked her head. Satisfied.
Ahll
try ta do better, I said.
You
must," she said, baring her teeth ever so slightly. "If you want
to survive.
Ahm
tryin my hardest, Rebecca. Ah jus don always have da answers.
Dere are too many problems an too many people ta please.
Then
I suggest you slow down; take your problems one at a time, she said.
I look
at the ancient creature, perpetually young, across the table from me. She
had a full entré before her, yet only sipped on the red liquid-filled
goblet before her. Enjoying your meal?
Just
a small drink," she said. "Thirsty?
No
thanks, I said, knowing better.
She
smiles at me. So what did you expect from me, Sebastian?
Ah
don know. Ah jus wanted ta say hello, Ah guess. It happened to
be convenient so I could check on tings in da big easy.
Poor
boy.
What?
If
only you knew.
Huhh?
How
quickly things and people disappear," she said. "You know what they
say, dont you? The best trick the devil ever pulled, was convincing
the world he didnt exist" She snapped her fingers. "And just
like that, he was gone.
I looked
down for a second, tired from her heavy gaze, and looking up, she was no longer
there. I turned behind me and stretched. Nothing. Nowhere to be seen.
Suddenly Correspondence alarms trigger as a couple of big, pale, thugs come through the front door. Looks like Im not going to make my current connection. I need to get out of Baton Rouge. Crossing the Mississippi and heading for Port Allen looks like my best bet. Well see what happens from there. I guess Ill have to steal a car. Ill have to thank my avatar for advising me on coming here. Jerk.
Original
Content © 1996-2005 Michael
Wawrzycki, Jesse
D. Edmond
World Setting © 2005 White
Wolf Publishing Inc.
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